Shopping

So hubby and I went to do some much needed grocery shopping with a stop at Walmart of course. I planned on picking up stuff for a special supper and eating by candlelight you know all romantic since he is leaving on Thursday. Well we ended up at Walmart too long and by the time we got home it was already 6ish. So I just cooked steak another one of hubby's favorites :) I will save the romantic dinner for tomorrow!

So I got home put all the groceries away and got the steak on went outside for a smoke and picked up the mail. In it was my first deployment mail (a DVD to watch). I put out my smoke came inside and threw it at the trash can. I was able to handle hubby coming home with his new uniforms his new kit and the big brown boxes. But for some reason as soon as I picked up the CD I was overcome with emotions. I had goosebumps and just started crying. Why is it the littlest things effect you so much. I took a moment to get myself together turned over the steak and picked up the CD. I guess it is a sign that I am not ready to watch it and I am not as strong as I thought. Not yet at least. So for now the CD is in the computer room where it will stay until I can get myself to watch it.

On a good not (well not really) I picked up new shovels at Walmart I guess they will become my best friends for the next 2 months LOL :)

One last thing... Matt I love you and I cannot live without you. You are the best husband and I thank God everyday that he brought you into my life :) XOXOXOXOXOXO