Wow it is really hard to believe that another year is here. Every year we think about the past year and how and what we can do better in the new year. I would give anything for this year not to come. Even though 2009 was hard I had my husband here by my side. 2010 I have a lot of loneliness to look forward to. I really don't know if I am strong enough to get through this but time is not on my side and I will soon find out just how strong I am. Matt leaves this week until the end of February and then in April for 6-9 months. He isn't just going around the block either he is going to fight in a war. I am so proud but at the same time my heart breaks. It is so hard to put into words how I am feeling. As we celebrated the new year I had to leave and go away and I just cried. Please 2010 just go away Bring on 2011!!!!!
Enough about that... Matt and I went back to NB for Christmas this year. We had a great time. We suprised my nieces and nephew and they were so excited to see us. Last year I totally took for granted that I would always be with my family but this year it ment so much more!!!!
Hope everyone had a great Christmas and wishing you all the best in 2010!! Please think of our soldiers and families who are already or on their way to Afghanstan!!
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