Another day

Oh man these days are so long. It is only 2:38PM and I have been watching the clock since 11 this morning. I am just waiting for my hubby to come home from work. These days are so long and so boring. All I do is watch TV, vacuum, clean, and play games online. I really really really miss my family and friends. It is so hard being here, I have one friend here and she works and has a life so cannot be with me in my loneliest times (the day). I dont want to talk on the phone anymore, I just want someone to ring my door bell and say hey lets hang out. I know it doesnt happen that way I have to get out and meet new people but how does someone meet new people in a new place? I am really worried becasue after my husband goes to Afghan I will have nobody. I am worried about going home becasue who is going to look after the PMQ. Who is going to get my mail and mow the lawn???? I have no idea!!!

Rainy Days!!

Today is a rainy dark day here in Petawawa. Hubby was out in the field last night and I am counting down the hours for him to come home tonight. I hate it when he is away. I have the worse night sleep. I just seem to wake up every hour. I guess I better get use to it.

I was on Facebook earlier today and see this note. It really caught my attention and wanted to share with everyone:

Give me the greatness of heart to see the difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding that I may know, when duty calls him he must go. Give me a task to do each day, to fill the time when he's away!

Gotta love food for thought!

Up and Running

Wow my first blog posting. How exciting :) I have thought about writting in a blog since I found out my husband would be deploying in early 2010. We are just starting to get into the work up training and the long days. One night last week he didnt get home until 11.

Lets start from the beginning... We met back in 2006 and fell in love right away. We were engaged in November of 2007 and married in August of 2008. We found out in February that we were being posted from Oromocto to Petawawa. I must say that I was excited and nervous about the posting. This has been the hardest summer of my life. When I left my Mother, sisters, niece's and nephew behind I felt as though my heart was empty. But I knew I was doing the right thing for my husband. I was excited but broken hearted at the same time. Leaving my nephew and niece's was hardest thing I have ever had to do. Those kids are like my own. I have always been there for them and when they needed to escape from their parents they called on me. We would hang out and do fun things. After the first month of my life in Petawawa things started to feel right.

Now we have been here for almost 3 months. I find the days long because lets face it there is only so much cooking and cleaning a girl can do :) There isn't much here in the form of work so for now my career is my husband :)

That's all for now!

Ps I have been smoke free now for 2 weeks :)